hey!!!woke up at 7+ today!!was suppose to wake up at 6.30!!!left the house at 7.30 for tuition!!!had tuition until 10.30!!oh and plan with sam to go ice skating again tomorrow!!!!but tomorrow will be sam, chris, me and shane!!!came home, watch tv then ate lunch then went out with mummy!!!sent shane for rugby first then went to parkway parade!!!shopped at parkway!!!got bibles for both kor and shane!!!then went to isetan and saw some nice cups!!!so got them for _______ and _______ christmas pressie!!!!then mummy dropped me at bedok then went home, use com then went to cycle with jeline!!!came home, slacked alot then bathed!!!!after bathing, dinner-ed then slack for a while and got fucking pissed!!!!cause shane is going to get a bloody new phone and it is the phone i really want!!!his fucking phone is only 1 year old while mine is 1 and half year!!!and what makes him deserve the phone????so what his psle he got 2 As so what????he still scored badly!!!mummy expected him to get higher!!!i know i myself didn't do so well for PSLE!!but i managed to improve from prelims to PSLE while shane fucking depproved!!!!damn la!!and although i improve tremendously for POA!!!i didn't get no shit!!!!hello!!!i improved my POA from 20+ to 60+ and i still didn't get anything
and when i had parent meet teacher session, i got fucking scolded just because i am hanging out more with my juniors???WTF is this man!!!i mean hello???can't i hangout with my juniors????i mean they aren't like aliens or something right???they are humans just like me!!!!so what if i like hanging around with my juniors????it is my own fucking problem!!!not yours!!!!so MYOB man!!!damn!!it is my life i am living here man!!not yours!!!if you don't like me hanging around with my juniors, fuck off man!!!i don't give a fucking shit man!!!so piss off man!!!fuck off!!!!i want to live my life my own bloody way!!!!i have my rights!!!you have no fucking right to control my life!!!!
damn la!!!then later while i helping mummy wrap presents, she scold me again for asking shane go out and ice skate!!!and because of that he cancelled his tuition!!!hello!!!i didn't ask him to cancel his bloody tuition!!!i only ask him to shift it earlier and you are pushing the blame to me???WTH!!!!hello!!!FYI!!!he is the moron who wants to cancel the tuition!!and then mummy wants me to find a way specially for shane so that he can go for swimming!!!hello!!!ask him to find on his own la!!!it is not like he is fucking disabled or something right???he has proper body parts!!!and you make me find it for him!!!hello!!!i ain't his fucking servant!!!!since he wanna go, ask him find his own bloody way la!!!damn it la!!!

sorry for the really horrible post!!just very pissed!!!after a while i managed to calm down la!!!after practicing really hard on my violin!!as in literally hard!!!i vented my anger on the violin!!!i played damn hard on the strings for the song!!!(i know!!poor violin =S)after that i watched tv until just now!!!!now com-ing!!!

ps!!!sry for the horrible post!!!!was really angry!!!you can talk to me or anything i dun mind!!!!just really had to remove this anger somewhere and i only can do it here!!if not....you know what!!!

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