wtfh!!!mum is blaming me for having so much tuition cause this month fees went up to quite high!!!in the first place, it is not my fault that she chose my chi tuition teacher and she is the one who called her up and made me have tuition and since my chinese o level is on monday, i decided to extend my tuition to 2 hrs and in total i had 18.5 hours of chinese tuition this month alone!!and she is complaining a hell lot!!can't she like just pay this certain amount for just this month so that i can do well for my chinese o level and get a good grade and get it done and over with instead of not having so much tuition and doing badly and get fucking scolded all over again for doing badly and need to have tuition again until end of this year!!!!!!!cant u use ur fucking brains??i'm trying to do well for my chinese yet u are fucking scolding me for having so much tuition!!cant u make up ur fucking mind whether u want me to do well or not!!!argh!!!!!i'm going crazy!!

~ you're everything I need
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR KUKU CURIE!!!SO SORRY CAN'T MAKE THE FONT ANY BIGGER!!!MY BLOGGER A BIT SCREWED UP!!!HAHAR!!ANIWAYZ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUKU^_^!!!

~ you're everything I need



wheeeee!!i have no idea why i am so happy....but!!!mum has allowed me to go to church!! but sadly only for cell group!!!i'm still hoping and praying that she will allow me to go for church camp!!!i really want to go to church camp!!!!oh wells!!!!if all goes well then can go!!

~ you're everything I need
argh fuck!!!i'm like fucking grounded from church for like forever just because of my results!!!!i worked my fucking ass off to do my best yet mum doesn't see it!!argh fuck!!!mum gives all the bullshit saying church is good and stuff!!bullshit la please!!!since u say church is good and stuff, why are u fucking grounding me from church!!utter bullshit man!!what a fucked up week man!!first i lost my ipod, now this!!wtf is wrong man!!argh fuck!!!i was suppose to go for church camp in the 3rd week of june hols man!!and this comes along, i'm not surprised if mum dun allow me to go even though she paid like $50 for it!!!oh fuck!!!

i finally decided to rebel man!!if i am still grounded this saturday, i shall get a third piercing man!!i dont care if i get scolded cause i cant be grounded again cause i am already grounded so who care!!fuck off man!!!

mum is like against me or something!!when shane told her his results, she did not scold him as bad as she scolded me la!!!biased shit!!!she even talked to him nicely telling him what to do to improve!!oh fuck man!!!how come i work my fucking ass off yet not get the results i want!!!therfore in conclusion!!no point studying!!the harder u study, the suckier your results get!!!

oh!!i won my bet with myself that mum will not bring me out!!!hahar!!she broke her fucking promise man!!last sun was suppose to go out for lunch but mum dun allow cause i was suppose to have tuition, then she said, if u stay at home, after your chinese o level i will bring u out!!when she said that, i knew a million percenthat she will not!!!and i made a bet with myself!!!wow i really do know my mother so well that i even know when she is fucking bullshitting man!!whooo i rock!!hahahr!!fucker!!

~ you're everything I need
ahhh!!fuck!!some muthafuka stole my ipod!!fuck you u fucking bastard!!screw u bastard!!!since u no money buy ur own ipod, does not mean u need to steal ppl's one right!!asshole!!screw u man!!fucking bastard!!!FUCK U!!!!!!!!!!gah!!!!i think i can say the word fucking a million times more man!!!argh FUCK!!!!x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

~ you're everything I need



oh man!!i'm so totally freaked out!!!my door bell rang twice and there was no one outside!!oh man!!so freaky!!and now i am the only one awake at home!!!oh man!!!

today was so so la!!ss in the hall, the english in class then principal address!!then recess!!then 5 hours of hardcore chinese!!!surprisingly, it was not that bad la!!wait till the rest of the week man!!the stress will pile up!!i can guarantee that!!!

ahhh!!the door bell just rang again!!!ahh!!i think this is a test of my faith!!!i will fear no evil, for my God is with me!!And if if my God is with me..Whom then shall i fear???

as i was saying!!hmm!!i cant rmb what i was saying hahar!!oh wells!!!cheers ppl!!

~ you're everything I need



omg!!today is sucha boring boring day!!i was either staring at my com or staring at my chinese sch hw!!and suddenly i felt so stressed out i was so tempted to scream out vulgarities!!but i controlled yet, i scolded some hahar!!!how i wish o lvl chinese will quickly go away!!!oh man!!7 more days to o lvl chinese!!oh damn!!

~ you're everything I need



omg!!!i am hooked onto boys before flowers!!!they are so damn good!!!and the guys are so damn hot!!gah!!


today was so so la!!had tuition then had some violin thingy!!then went to ECP for lunch!!then sent shane to ACI as there was a celefest there and his friend invited him!!wanted to go!!but scared i walk her walk there bo liao!!hahar!!in the end, follow mum and kor go some shopping centre called west coast plaza!!it is at clementi!!it is like a mini version of vivo!!it was quite nice!!!went to some nike warehouse and mum said we can get anything!!but in the end i didnt get anything although i saw so many damn nice shoes!!hahar!!and in the end, mum spent $90+ all on her stuff and me and kor was laughing our heads off!!hahar!!didn't go church cause of some stupid reason as usual!!went out for dinner then went to white sands to get some stuff!!we borrowed bolt and yes man!!came home, bathed then watch yes man!!it was super hilarious man!!hahar!!!ok g2g!!wanna continue watching boys before flowers!!hahar!!tata

~ you're everything I need
oh darn!!boys before flowers is so addictive man!!gahh!!somebody stop me!!

~ you're everything I need



omg!!david is really crazily funny!!he makes me laugh like crazy!!!okok!!i shall show u a convo between me and him today!!

David Polo says:
im going out
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
okok
David Polo says:
yehh
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
as usuak
usual
haahr
David Polo says:
usuak?
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
soz
usual!!
David Polo says:
haha
usuak!
HAHAH
omg i dont know why that is making me laugh?
usuak
hahahhaha!!
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
hahar
oh shuddap!!
hahar
David Polo says:
shuddap?
oh
u mean shuddup
HAHAH!
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
ahhhhhh!!!
u are driving me nuts!!
David Polo says:
why would i be?
oh dear
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
nah!!
jkjk!!
haahr!!
David Polo says:
there must be something wrong with me
sydnie 사랑해요 오오주!!! Ice Skating for Too Long Kills Your Ankles!! says:
nono!!
its normal!!
David Polo says:
*knocks his own head*

he is really cute!!i mean funnily cute!!hahahr!!whee!!i'm going kuku!!







thanks to u, my heart exploded everytime u talked to me!!^_^

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oh man!!i just talk to someone al introduced me to, and he is super cute and funny!!
i was laughing my head off when i was talking to him!!but sadly he had to go off!!!'
he is so darn cute and funny!!!ahh!!i am going crazy over a guy!!=X

~ you're everything I need
i'm not in the mood to do anything!!so go awayyyyyyyy..!!!!!!!!!!!!

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oh man!!i feel so screwed up!!!so far, i failed eng, maths, chi, sci, and f&n!!i practically failed all my papers i got back today!!!all i know, f&n is not confirmed yet cause still haven't add coursework and practical!!!oh fuck!!i need to see P cause i failed 3 subs!!!i am so fcking screwed!!with my results like this shit, how am i going to able to go to church camp!!!!i think mum will not let me go even though she paid like $50!!she will just say she will take from my account!!gah!!!and worst thing, o level chinese is in 10 freaking days time!!and my chinese is screwed man!!how am i gonna clear my chinese paper by middle of the year???sigh!!i was so irritated with myself during recess!!!i had no mood to eat, so i just sat there stoning!!and big fat tears threatened to just roll down my cheeks!!but thank goodness i mastered the art of controlling tears from rolling down!!and i aint easy!!oh wells!!i have to suffer the consequences of not studying hard enough!!although there are others who did as bad as me, but whats the point of comparing!!in the end, i will get scolded!!not my friends!!darn!!stupid me!!

~ you're everything I need



today was rather boring!!was at home like 3/4 of the whole day!!!was slacking around the whole house and used com!!after lunch went white sands with mum to get some stuff!!!finally managed to get new slippers!!!hahar!!!went home and slacked all the way!!finally went to bathe at like around 3 cause i was like sweating like mad!!!then left the house at 3.45 to meet nic at parkway!!suppose to meet her at 4.45!!but in the end she came at .....!!hahahr!!while waiting for her, i saw alot of ppl i recognise!!first, i saw 2 ppl from church, then if i'm not wrong, i saw derek!!omg!!=.=!!!then saw chealsia!!finally nic came and we went to starhub cause she needed to do something!!in the end, cannot get the thing she needed!!so escorted to yamaha downstairs and was like laughing my ass because nic kept on begging/pleading/asking etc to help her go tm to get something!!hahar!!!i feel mean!!hahar!! went home and slacked like mad!!!watch tv, dinner-ed and watch transporter 3!!its not bad!!!then help xian do something!!!

oh one more thing!!

HAPPY BDAE NICOLA!!!1 YEAR OLDER MAN!!BUT UR STILL YOUNGER!!GAH!!HAHAR!!CHEER UP BABE!!!^_^!!!

tata ppl!!!

oh man!!judgement day tomorrow man!!i'm so screwed!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!!

~ you're everything I need


~ you're everything I need



today was fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!listening, then off to kallang with xian and chiam!!!reached and went to see if the sushi place open, but it wasn't so went to change first then went to eat!!we were the first customers!!!


took super a lot of food and super a lot of pictures!!but shall slowly upload them or it will screw my internet up!!!we ate like 13 plates of sushi, 2 chawanmushi, miso soup and boiled prawns which was a total rip off!!1!!!in the end spent like 10+ on food alone!!!total was 32+ for just the 3 of us!!hahar!!

after that went to arcade to play!! and chiam and xian was addicted to the machines where u place sweets and u get a toy if it drops!!hahahr!!i played the ufo thingy!!and i got a mickey mouse toy!!hahar!!but in the end i changed it for winnie the pooh!!and chiam got her small lilo and stich toy!!!


went ice skating!!was damn fun and tiring!!!for the first hour or so!!i was like screaming my head off at xian and chiam cause they couldn't skate!!in the end they got the hang off it and they were going siao!!i even met a new friend there!!hahahr!!!we skated until 3.30!!was talking on the phone with sam frm like 3+ all the way to 3.40!!hahahr!!

went back to arcade and play somemore!!and once again i got the mickey mouse toy!!!but i changed it to stich for chiam!!and she went berserk i tell u!!it was really funny!!so in the end, i blew $59 today!!but xian owe me money and some more ppl!!so i will bu chong the money i spent!!^_^!!!went to starbucks and used my gift voucher and got a java chip!!!it was like heaven man!!!gulping the drink down was damn shiok man!!went to 7-11 and got food cause chiam was hungry!!paid for both of them cause all 3 of us broke!!hahar!!used ez-link card to pay and chiam kept on insisting that she will pay me back but i forced her not to!!walked to the bus stop!!16 came and chiam boarded it cause it was towards bedok inter but i didn't board as xian dunno how to get to the nearest mrt station!!so i stayed with her!!in the end we took 16 towards douby gauht!!she stopped at city hall while took bus all the was to plaza sing cause was meeting sam at plaza sing cause she was there!!

window shopped around!!then went to spotlight cause sam needed to get something!!oh!!something really ridiculous happened to sam!!!i shall be kind and not say it here!!hahahahahahhahar!!!was suppose to go home b4 6.30 but i was kind and decided to stay with sam while she ate macs and i treated her choco sundae!!ahahar!!!after that, went home, while sam went to orchard as she needed to get some stuff!!went home, bathed, tv-ed, dinner, com-ed and tv-ed!!!

owwwwww!!my ankles are killing me from all the ice skating!!!i shall make a conclusion man!!!ice skating too long kills ur ankles man!!beware!!hahaahr!!

oh oh!!finally i finish downloading all the john mayer songs!yippeee!!it took like forevaaa!!!now it is done!!i am so gonna transfer it to my ipod man!!ciao!!^_^

~ you're everything I need



yay!!listening left and thats the end of MYE!!wheee!!!then wednesday no sch cause marking day!!wheee!!but judgment day is on thurs and fri when we start checking our papers and thats when tears will flow!!

poa and maths p1 was so so today la!!both was quite sucky!!!poa was a major rush to complete the paper!!only 1 hr for us to do the whole paper!!!maths i was like doodling at the back part although i havent finish the paper cause i dunno how to do the questions!!hahar!!i was writing alot of crap on the rough paper they gave!!!hahahr!!!in the end i threw the crappy paper!!hahahr!!!ohoh!!!going ice skating with xian and maybe chiam also tomorrow!!!hahar!!can't wait!!!whee!!!

ohoh!!shocking thing!!it is either mr cuthbert stays in the same condo as me or that he has a relative staying in the same condo as me!!cause i saw him in my condo last sat and he was sitting infront of the guard house alone!!hahahr!!and once i saw him parked at the handicap lot!!and i told him that he was not suppose to park there then he said he was waiting for someone!!!hahar!after i left, i was like OMG!!thats mr cuthbert!!holy shit!!hahahar!!!=.=!!!

hahahr!!tata!!

did u ever realise how much u meant to me???....

i guess u don't with the shitty attitude u have!!!damn u!!!

~ you're everything I need
hahar!!omg!!i can't believe it man!!shane is only 13 and he has a freaking girl friend and i am freaking 17 and i am not even attached a single time man!!damn i am seriously a noob shit man hahar!!

ps:i aint jealous or anything yo!!just shocked!!hahahr

~ you're everything I need



today paper was quite difficult!!!section a and section b was do-able but section c was the major killer!!when i was at section c, i had 1 hr left and i thought i had like alot of time left cause only got 3 questions!!so i fa- dai most of the time!!!in the end, i didnt have enough time to complete the paper!!wtf right!!i was so stupid to fa dai man!!went home, lunched and tv-ed and slacked all the way!!!had early dinner then went to parkway to get new specs!!oh my piercing the ball kept on coming out and i had to keep on screwing it back in!!!so annoying!!esh!!after making my new specs, went to diva to get some stuff!!then went to meet mum and isetan!!walk around there then went to follow shane cause he wanna spend money!!=.=!!!then went to meet mum and kor at gramophone!! kor got some green day cd and he was so damn happy la!!oh!!and i broke my slippers and i have no idea how i did it!!went home watched some retarded workout cd mum bought!!it sounds so darn erotic when u close ur eyes and hear the video!!hahahr!!!!2 more days 3 more papers and everything will be over for now and within a few days, my o level chinese will be here!!esh!!!

when will it ever end???when will u tell me??

~ you're everything I need
hahahr!!!fuck you life!!!muhahahr!!!

~ you're everything I need



why does love always screw ppl up and make them cry their hearts out when something happen???well, the only love i received so far and is incomparable to the other types of love in this world is God's love!!God's love is just so so awesome!!!He sent His one and only son to die on the cross for us cause he love us so much!!and He can't bear to see his children suffer!!i mean, who will sacrifice his/her own child just for the sake of others???no one right??think about it....

sorry for the emo beginning ppl, just had did some thinking and just said it all out here!!well today was quite ok!! i surprised myself during lit paper when i managed to write 1 1/2 pages of answer when i usually write less than one page or one page and a few more sentence!!after exam went tuition, then home-ed ate lunch, changed and went pasir ris library to study with Janelle and her friends!!apparently i didn't know anyone there cause they are from another school!!!went home, tried to start studying but yawned damn alot so went to take nap while jeline doodled on my rough papers!!!she wrote stuff which are totally stupid!!!while i slept, she took like a million unglam pictures!!! and i did something stupid again!!i slept with my contacts on!!!and when i woke up, my eyes were blood-shot!!!so removed my contacts,ate studied and now com-ing!!

whee!!!tomorrow my paper starts at like 11.45 wheee!!can sleep longer!!!ok tata!!gonna study more now!!ciao!!

~ you're everything I need



i did something really stupid yesterday night!! i was planning on taking a power nap before i use the com, but unknowingly, i knocked out on my bed with my contacts on!!so i slept with my contacts and i freaking hurt my eyes when i woke up!!!i was groaning in pain!!my left eye was the worst!!it hurt like shit!!

yesterday was quite ok!!had tution for 4 hrs then head off to church!!oh there was a graduation in my church!!at first i thought there was some korean wedding cause a korean woman was wearing the traditional korean costume and there was a guy who was sort of like in a tux!!!and there were kids running around who came with their parents!!!and there were kids who were talking in korean!!and the parents are bringing flowers!!so my first thought was a korean wedding!!but in the end, sammie told me there was a graduation going on!!!chey!!cheat my own feelings only!!!hahar!!had cell!!!cell was fun!!had games as usual, then led worship then had word!!after that, went courts with mummy and daddy and the rest!!!dad got a lot of stuff!!!he got a new com and a new printer!!he spent bout 3k+???dunno!!hahar!!went home, changed then went out for dinner at tung lin mall!!!food was good!!!!!ate quite a bit la!!came home, bathed and KO!!!hahar

today was so so!!woke up with stinging eyes, took out contacts and went back to sleep!!then bathed and then went Giant with mummy to eat breakfast and do grocery shopping!!went home, brought stuff to auntie irene house to pass her some stuff!!!then watched tv there!!!then came up and study!!study will lunch time!!lunched, power nap then had poa tuition!!the power nap helped me alot!!!didn't fall asleep during tuition XP!!then slacked all the way to dinner!!then watched more tv!!then bathed and slacked!!now studying chem and phy!!tata!!!^_^

~ you're everything I need



gah!!i feel freaking exhausted and drained!!!!today was screwy in school and was great when i came home!!

i so totally screwed my POA paper 2!!!i studied in the library 2 hrs b4 the paper!!but when i saw the first qn my mind freaking blanked out and i so totally could not remember a single frigging thing!!i was like oh shit!!screw!!!and the sucky thing is, i freakingly and unknowingly fell asleep a million times!!gah!!damn!!!i was so bloody pissed with myself after the paper!!!

went to whitesands alone and finally got godma's bdae pressie!!!and got a small card for mummy!!!

oh!!its Shane's bdae today!!ok...randomzzzz.....haahhar...=.= ^_^!!!

ok as i was saying!!!after getting the stuff, went home and com-ed until mum came back!!!slacked until mummy finished teaching then went to Giant to get some more stuff for the bbq just now!!!came home, com-ed until everyone came then we started eating and bbq-ing!!!our chefs were manang and kor as usual!!ate quite alot and drank quite alot of gassy drinks!!esh!!!after eating to my content, came down to my room and com-ed until need to cut cake!!cut cake already then ate then brought cake over to yima house and at the same time played with Jasper!!!i love Jasper to the max!!he is so cute!!

u might be wondering who is Jasper!!apparently, Jasper is a cat my yima owns!!and i love him to the max!!he does not bite or scratch!!and he always purrs really silently and lowly when i rub him!!!very cute!!love him to bits!!!came home, com-ed and power nap on my floor and then went to bathe cause i stink really badly!!bathed and now com-ing again!!

HAPPY BDAE ONCE AGAIN SHANEY!!!U ARE 13 ALREADY!!!SO GROW UP MAN!!!STOP BEING SO CHILDISH(hahar pot calling a kettle black!!hahar)it is natural for me to be childish!!i have to relieve my childhood days!!i was a child like many years ago!!hahahr!!

ciao ppl!!^_^

~ you're everything I need
i have the suckiest class t-shirt man!!!but i like the back design!!XP!!!




this my friends are the pictures of my class t-shirt!!>>>>>>>


thats me playing the violin on the right


the front view of my class tee!!!all our names are jumbled up!!


the back part of the t-shirt(zoom in version)


the actual size of the back part design!!suck right???

well today totally sucked to the max man!!!the sec 1-3 has no exams today!!unfair to the max!!!while we have freaking 3 papers today!!and it lasted till 4+!!!and i only left school at around 5!!wtf la!!!chinese paper 1 sucked!!!i didn't managed to fully complete!!!paper 2 also!!the compre was freaking difficult la!!!and ss sucked even more!!!so in conclusion, my day totally fucking sucks today!!but the good news is, i have no school tomorrow!!wheee cause it is e-learning day!!so can sleep until very late!!yay!!!!i am slightly deprived of my beauty

~ you're everything I need



dammination!!it is already 11.36 and i am still awake chionging my f&n coursework which has to be handed in on wednesday!!i am doing it today so as to make time for tomorrow to study for ss!!okok!!g2g continue my coursework!!all i left is my evaluation and my photos on practical exam and i am done!!whew!!tons to do man!!!so many things, so little time!!!


how will u feel if i said something mean bout someone u care for alot right in front of ur face???!!!! well thats how i felt!!so shove it up urs man!!

~ you're everything I need
argh fuck!!i lost my wallet containing my ezlink card, access card and my condo card!!!fuck!!!fuck!!fuck!!!

no mood to post!!bye
!!argh fuck!!!

~ you're everything I need