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oh man!!i feel so screwed up!!!so far, i failed eng, maths, chi, sci, and f&n!!i practically failed all my papers i got back today!!!all i know, f&n is not confirmed yet cause still haven't add coursework and practical!!!oh fuck!!i need to see P cause i failed 3 subs!!!i am so fcking screwed!!with my results like this shit, how am i going to able to go to church camp!!!!i think mum will not let me go even though she paid like $50!!she will just say she will take from my account!!gah!!!and worst thing, o level chinese is in 10 freaking days time!!and my chinese is screwed man!!how am i gonna clear my chinese paper by middle of the year???sigh!!i was so irritated with myself during recess!!!i had no mood to eat, so i just sat there stoning!!and big fat tears threatened to just roll down my cheeks!!but thank goodness i mastered the art of controlling tears from rolling down!!and i aint easy!!oh wells!!i have to suffer the consequences of not studying hard enough!!although there are others who did as bad as me, but whats the point of comparing!!in the end, i will get scolded!!not my friends!!darn!!stupid me!!

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