today was quite bad!had tuition and then went for lunch with po po and gong gong....mum did not allow me to go to church as usual!!!was super upset la!!then went to parkway parade as mum needed to get some stuff!!went to godma's house for a while!!went home, studied a little then read book!!slacked around then went out for dinner!!!after dinner, came back and watch tv!!!

oh...mum says if i want to go back to church, i must study more...so i asked her if i could go to church and study...and she starts scolding me, saying...whats so important in church that one week you don't go also cannnot!!!

HELLO!!!she freaking grounded me from church for like eons!!and i only go back to church a few times only!!


but thank God i have sammie!!without her help, i would have broken down and start doing stupid stuff!!she is like my personal glue!!she holds me together making sure i do not break down or anything!!but if i do, she will pick me and encourage me further!!she is also like my second mother!!!although she does not provide me with my daily necessities, but, she cares for me and loves me!!and although my mum might be doing that, my mum just isint showing enough!!sammie is always there for me thru thick and thin!!she is also a shoulder to cry on!!everytime i need a shoulder, she will always be there for me...ready to catch my tears!!!

wow!!!it looks like this post is dedicated to sammie!!!well since it looks like then ok!!hahar


thanks sammie for everything!!!^_^

~ you're everything I need



hey ppl!!today was fun!!woke up at 8+, bathed and then left the house at 8.30+ to kallang leisure park!!meet phyllis and the rest at the bowling centre!!!played 3 games till my hand pain!!then went to the arcade to play!!suppose to go ice skating, but in the end go arcade!!hahar!!play until like siao!!

had sushi for lunch!!ate alot la!!!then went arcade again!!!today i caught two toys!!^_^hahar!!!ok g2g!!!tata!!

~ you're everything I need


a walk to remember is a book highly recommended!!it is a super good book and very touching!!this is one of the books that nearly brought me to tears!!!it is the best book ever!!

today was so so!!woke up at 12!!!then went for course as usual!!had dinner at kfc then maths tuition!!came home, bathed, help kor make cookies then use the com!!!

nothing much to say today!!the book affected my mood!!!


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trust, always hopes,
always perseveres.
LOVE NEVER FAILS
1 Corinthians 13:4-8


~ you're everything I need



hey ppl!!!Chew out night in church yesterday was fun!!!although i reached church at around 8+, i still joined in!!!saw kristie with her bro and sis!!then went hall 2 with them!!saw doracas with leonard and a few others playing bridge!!both of us joined them but just watch!!then went to play twister!!was super funny la!!!then stopped playing!!then played a game with kristie's cell!!!super funny la!!!joyce kept on screaming instead of saying the names...hahhar!!then slacked around church and was super bored!!!called hidaya and chatted with her for a while!!then played more games!!!went down to hall 1 for a while and slacked downstairs then played catching with dorcas and leonard and a few others!!ran like mad!!then went hall 1 to cool down!!!


went to hall 2 and slacked around church!!!then went to hall 1 to watch journey to the center of the earth!!it was so so la!!the movie ended at around 1+!!!went back up to hall 2!!played badminton for a while then slacked!!was super hungry...so ate cup noodles at around 1+ close to 2!!then played stress with doracas!!!then went down to get a drink!!came up and played a game with a few ppl!!so funny la!!!as soon as i joined the game, i had to do the forfeit!!which was pour powdered coffee into our mouth!!!i was stupid enough to pour so much!!!i nearly died la!!hahar!!i kena forfeit 2 times!!hahar!!finally the game ended!!then we played taboo!!!super funny la!!play until everyone left the table!!then watch ppl play badminton!!after a while...kristie came!!


after a while, we went to the stage and sing!!super funny la!!rubez, danitza, me, kristie and stef were going crazy la!!we kept on singing and singing and singing!!!we sang on stage even and even danced!!super funny la!!!then we finally stopped cause super tired!!!then let others sing!!hang around church!!!slowly...ppl left the hall either they went home, went to another room to sleep or went to hall 1 to watch movie!!was so tired, so slept a while in hall 2..but soon, some ppl started packing the chairs, so help them and went to hall 1 to watch kung fu hustle!!left church at 7 and went home!!!

home-ed bathe and slept for 4 hrs!!then woke up, ate lunch and went out!!went for a course and then went to sheng siong with mum!!!got some stuff then went home!!did a bit of work, ate dinner, bathed, studied a bit more and fell asleep on the bed!!woke up, did QT b4 i fall asleep later, now com-ing!!!ok g2g now!!super tired!!!tata!!

~ you're everything I need



omg!!!i'm so freaking bored....so i shall blog!!hahar!!

today was so so!!in the morning had a super weird dream but i liked it alot!!!dunno why!!!^_^!!woke up, bathed and went for tuition!!!!after tuition went church for SHOP xchange!!then went for pre service prayer then service!!service was good!!!after service stayed back and something happened between COJ!!!it shall not be posted here!!!due to confidentiality!!!then told sammie bout my dream!!!then went to chai chee porridge for dinner then came home!!bathed, tv-ed then com...and more tv!!!!

ok..i;m still freaking bored now!!!sigh!!!!!!

~ you're everything I need

see if u can find me!!^_^

today was quite fun!!woke up close to 10, bathed and slacked!!!then left at 10+!!!then left the house!!went to mum's teacher house as she got lesson!!!while she was having lesson, studied and slacked!!hahar!!!then went downtown for lunch with phyllis and her mum and sis and auntie charlene!!!was at isetan the whole time as there was a Hokkaido fair going on!!!ate like supper alot today la!!!ate alot of samples, shared a beef lasagna, salmon 3 in 1 platter and a soup with phyllis!!!walked around isetan and keep on sampling food!!then went macs for a drink and fries!!
came back, played Wii then went to bathe!!!then tv-ed!!then dinner!!then tv-ed again!!then ate durian!!loads of it!!!!then tv-ed!!then com-ing now!!!^_^!!!i love sweet durians!!!

CAMP ZION-Last Day!!D=!!

last day of camp!!!woke up at 8+!!!was shocked that it was 8+!!!as i thought it was only 6+!!!!washed up and laze around in the bunk and pack my bag!!!slowly most of us woke up except danitza!!!!finally woke danitza at 9!!when breakfast was at 9!!hahar!!!had macs for breakfast!!!went back to the bunk to watch ppl pack up!!!after that brought our bags to chapel and put them down!!then went back to the girls bunks to clean the bunks up!!then went back to chapel for auction!!super fun la!!!!then had announcement of winning team.....the winning team is sibbecai!!ZAI!!!!hahar!!!then mark close camp in prayer!!!then had photo taking!!took quite a few pics!!then went home, bathed and knocked out until 8!!!!dinnered, tv-ed then com!!then KO again!!!hahar

well...thats all of CAMP ZION!!!sobs!!!I LOVE CAMP ZION AND EVERYONE WHO WENT AND ORGANISED!!!

~ you're everything I need

ABISHAI!!!

hey peeps!!today was soso!!woke up and followed mum to around tampines to get some stuff..came home and studied until 12.....then had lunch!!!after lunch played Wii until 1.30 then continued studying until 4+!!!!after that went to ECP with mum and jeline to cycle!!we cycled close to 2 hours and cycled for around 10k!!!came home, bathed, dinner, tv-ed, studied a little and now com!!!


CAMP ZION-Day 3

2nd last day of camp!!!sobs!!!woke up, wash up and had breakfast!!hang around church then left for school for some stupid chinese thing!!!!after that, went to sentosa with cheralyn!!!reached and ABISHAI has not played the next game so joined them!!we were playing Nijia Warrior!!!it was super fun la!!!we were suppose to crawl under rafia strings, jump over some more and run to the sea, soak our whole body and squeeze as much water out into a bucket over and over again!!!?(starting from the soaking in the sea!!)the catch is, we are tied together and have to crawl under the rafia and jump over some more!!!but until the running towards the sea, we can remove the rafia string tying us together!!!

after that had lunch!!after lunch we slacked around then had korean war!!!korean war was fun!!!!AIBISHAI combined with a few other teams and we were suppose to build a fort and the main objective was to destroy the opposing with only water bombs!!and we are only allowed to throw it from a certain distant!!! it was super fun la!!then played a game called destroy david's sheep...we were suppose to use water bombs as usual to stop the camp comm from taking the sheeps and our group leaders are suppose to protect them!!!in the end, the campers lost!!!hahar!!had half an hour of free and easy..everyone jumped into the sea....we threw so many ppl into the sea la!!!!and whoever was still dry will definitely get thrown into the sea!!!super fun la!!!!finally after a long while in the sea, went to wash up and change clothes!!!and i got sunburnt!!!hahar!!i have like 5 tan lines la!!!2 on my arms one on each side, my neck and 2 on my legs one on each side!!


went back to church and didn't bathe cause had night game and bbq!!!so....went up for bbq!!!super nice la!!!i think ABISHAI was the first to finish all the food!!including the marshmallows!!!finished eating and went to chapel for W&I!!!!after that, had the oscars!!!danitza and daryl won the couple award!!!!hahar!!!everyone was laughing their heads off la!!!esp ABISHAI!!!hahar!!!we ended everything close to 1+!!!!went to bathe first cause i stank like crazy!!!!!went up to the kitchen for supper!!!saw the police walk by church and questioned the camp comm!!!everytime someone made noise...another person will definetly say shuuu......then the police left....i ordered macs meal for my mortal!!^_^!!!!

hang around church until 4+ close to 5 then went to sleep!!!while hanging around the kitchen area...alot of maangoes keep on dropping!!hahar!!!danitza was super crazy la!!!she keep on laughing for no reason!!!

slept until 8+ the next morning!!!!.....


to be continued!!!!!................

~ you're everything I need



hey ppl!!today was a fun day!!!!

woke up early this morning to go play badminton with mum, shane, jeline and javier!!!played like mad!!!sweat until my whole back was wet!!!played a bit of table tennis also!!after badminton, went home and bathe!!then went pasir ris down there eat ba chor mee!!then went somewhere to collect something!!then ate ice cream!!dropped shane off at ACS(I)!!then went vivo city to shop!!!walked around then went Mango sale with mum!!!both of us spent like $283 on 8 items only!!!i spent like $108 out of mum!!^_^!!!!got a cardigan, a vest and a shirt!!!hang around vivo with jeline until 6 then went to eat dinner!!!watched night at the museum 2!!!for free!!cause got free ticket!!!came home, joined mum and the rest for bbq!!!!slack around with crystal then went to swim with her!!!came home, bathed and now slacking!!!!

now here is camp zion day 2

CAMP ZION- Day 2
woke up, washed up and had breakfast!!this is the day where we had 3 sermons!!!!first!!!we had worship followed by sermon!!!then lunch!!then sermon 2!!!then a game called davids 12 task!!it was fun!!!we had to run around church playing different games!!!it was tiring yet fun!!!!wash up, dinner then worship and the last sermon!!!!after that games!!!!!!!!!!

F1 night race was super fun!!!we had to build our cars using 2 cardboard, raffia string and garbage bag!!!my team got 2nd place for design!!!^_^!!!the game goes like this!!!there are 2 pullers and one driver!!!i was the puller!!!!we had to pull the car with the driver in it!!!put our driver kept on falling out!!!!but it was super fun!!!!after that we had the great escape!!!we were the humans and camp comm ppl were the philistines!!i was caught like 2 times and thankfully my torture was not that bad!!!it was super fun la!!kept on walking and running around church finding stuff and ppl!!!finally found back ABISHAI and went to the safe room with half of ABISHAI!!!waited for the rest of the campers to come back!!had prayer then supper!!!!

supper, wash up then beauty sleep!!!!

....to be continued^_^

~ you're everything I need


HELLO PEEPS!!I'M BACK FRM CAMP!!

i love camp zion!!it was super fun and super good!!!but i shall not blog about the whole camp in one shot!!!so i shall split it up!!^_^

okok!!first day, woke up got ready and waited for wan xin!!her parents sent us to church then we hang around HQ!!then went to chapel to register in then hang around in the chapel!!soon we gathered in our groups!!!clara and shu qi was in my group!and many others(shall tell u later ^_^)!!!our leader was danitza and daryl!!!we had an opening speech by the camp commander!!our camp theme song was i give you my heart and theme verse was jeremiah 29:13!!camp theme was Seeking HIM Wholeheartedly then went to bunk in!!before bunking in, we randomly picked a mortal as we were also playing angel and motal as a whole camp!!


went back to chapel!!then had group bonding!!got to know the rest of the group!!!oh!!!one of my pri sch classmate was in the same group as me!!he still looked the same!!hahahr!!then went back to chapel then went HQ and painted the CMAP ZION board with our hands!!!each group had one section!! and had prayer before heading down for lunch!!!after lunch, played games!!first was a very fun game!!(thats the name of the game^_^)it was super fun la!!duh!!!we got like total soaked!!hahar!!we had human bowling, holy pipe, starch twister, dog and bone and many more!!but i cant rmb!!hahahr!!i loved human bowling!!we had to slide ourselfs on a mat and hit down as many bottles as possible!!and let me tell u, it was 1.5l bottles half filled with water!!

then had cooking mama!!we were suppose to play different games to get different ingredients to decorate our pizza base(a cardboard base!!)after that, washed up then had dinner!!dinner was packed food!!!it was nice!!after dinner, went to chapel for worship and word!!worship was good!!then word my pastor darren!!many of us felt the presence of God and was touched by Him!!!after word, had toilet break!!then had 3 activities concurrently!!first was prayer lab, followed by disciple walk then QT!!

prayer lab was in a labyrinth style!!!all we had to do is go through the labyrinth and read some stuff!!it was really good!!!really felt God working in me!!!prayer lab was in hall 2!!!then had disciple walk!!we were blind folded and was taken into different rooms as different groups!!!it was really good!!then went to chapel for QT!!!after everyone came back, had prayer then had supper!!after supper, washed up and went to sleep!!

okok!!the rest shall be continued on my next post!!now, i have to go grab my beauty sleep although i slept for like 5 hours since i came back!!^_^ toodles ppl!!!

wow!!i took like 10+ mins to blog about this!!!wow!!


Jeremiah 29:13- You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.


~ you're everything I need


hey hey ppl!!today was quite fcked up la!!hahar!!but it got way better after i got my 2 new piercing!!whoo!!!!it is still hurting a bit though!!!but i love it man!!

yay!!camp until tues tomorrow!!whoo!!finally!!!after eons of waiting!!!love!!!!tata ppl!!!^_^

~ you're everything I need

look at the condition of the shuttlecock!!

one more day to church camp!!whoooooo!!yay!!

tomorrow getting two more piercings!!yeah manz!!!!hahar!!

today was so so la!!!f&n was tiring as usual!!meet mum at t1!!hang around there then went to auntie helen house to trim my hair!!^_^!!!!

ok g2g continue doing work!!sigh!!tata!!

~ you're everything I need

i created this picture


hey peeps!!just found out about a new website which allowed me to create the picture above!!it is so damn good la the website!!!i did it until jus now!!!well!!tomorrow is gonna be a draggy day as usual and it is 2 more days to camp!!yipeee!!

oh!!i'm getting 2 more ear piercing on friday!!^_^

~ you're everything I need
shall blog tomorrow or something!!damn tired now!!tata

~ you're everything I need



yesterday was a BLAST!!! woke up at about close to 7!!bathed and stuff then went to Toa Payoh market to go grocery shopping with mum!!then went Toa Payoh hub!!!ate at Ya Kun first then went to NTUC for 2nd round of grocery shopping!!!on the way to NTUC, both of us saw a group of ppl seating near the stage cause the waiting for the True Hearts charity show to start as got singers singing!!!hahar!!!finished grocery shopping then went home





home-ed, slacked a bit then got ready to go bedok inter to meet COJ!!!at bedok inter saw sammie and she saw me!!and she was super shocked la!!!then waited for the rest!!!saw cas and she was super shocked also la!!!waited for the rest then went to buy lunch!!!after buying lunch, took bus then walked to sammie's house, settled down then ate lunch!!while eating lunch, cas took so many unglam shots!!!camwhore a little more then played cluedo!!cluedo was super fun!!i won!!!!i love cluedo!!^_^!!!after cluedo, we played some card game and then we played some more games!!!then cheryl left!!before she left, we took a few pics then she left!!a few mins later, kristie and wan xin came!!!!




then we started playing game of life!!!!super fun!!!!i was the last to be a millionaire!!!my pay at first was damn nice!!!$80 000 and i was a police!!!then wan xin changed pay with me then i got half of my usual pay!!!then i changed job and i became a rockstar earning like 100 000!!!!but sadly i was like closing to the end of the board!!!!i ended off as a president!!hahar!!!!then sherry left and we took more pics also!!





after that, jorreen and wen yi went to use com, kristie and wan xin went to play congkat, cas and sammie slacked around!!i chased wen yi out to play badminton with me!!!was so tired so stopped playing a slacked around!!then kristie and wan xin went to play badminton!!it was so darn funny la!!both of them keep on hitting the shuttlecock onto the roof!!!then finally went to play on the road cause very little cars!!then soon, they keep on hitting the shuttlecock onto a car!!hahahr!!then played badminton with kristie, then cas then wan xin, then kristie!!played until went home!!!it was so damn fun la!!play until i sweating like mad!!!then kristie mum sent me, wan xin and wen yi to tanah merah mrt!!then took mrt and bus all the way home with them cause they stay at punggol!!!




ok g2g!!!now in sch!!suppose to do work!!hahahr!!toodles!!!

so cant wait for church camp!!!wohooooo!!!!!!!

~ you're everything I need





today was quite ok!!teacher made us wait for 20 mins.+ cause she was late then lesson start!!alot of us never bring mye practical paper!!then teacher damn angry!!so canceled lesson!!all the F&N students went home while the rest stayed in school as they had other lesson!!went to pay for english resource package then saw si hui, shers and tankat!!they followed them then meet xian and chiam!!then went to meet mrs ang to talk!!quite ok la!!quite funny also!!!


after that went for auntie elsie then went to whitesands to both shop and window shop!!went to Watts in to get some ear rings then went to comic connection to get some stuff!!stayed there like forever!!!in the end got a poster of lee min ho!!omg!!hot stuff!!^_^!!!!


went home, lunch-ed then slacked!!then went to T1 to meet mum and shane!!reached T1 first then walked around looking for shoes!didn't find anything nice!!so waited for mum!!they came then went to sportslink and try a shoe!!but sadly a bit too big!!so walked around more!!!then finally after eons!!i finally chose a shoe!!it is grey colour!!and it is damn nice!!i love it to bits!!!

oh!!!and mum allowed me to go ..........^_^

~ you're everything I need

ROCK BAND!!!

today started off with a damn rush day!!woke up super late!!was suppose to leave the house at 7 but woke up at 7.30!!so i dashed out of the house and hidaya saw me at the pasir ris mrt rushing my head off!!=X!!!




managed to reach school by 8.11!!and the stupid thing was, the lesson just started!!=.=!!ended at 9+ then went to simpang for prata with yu xian!!after prata went to 7-11 to get some stuff!!then went back school for english!!met chiam at the bus stop then went into school!!waited outside avt for si hui for a while then went into the avt!!!had lesson, then break, then continue!!then break again then f&n!!f&n was slack!!had lesson until 4+!!was suppose to end at 5.30 but teacher let us off early!!!




took bus to parkway with yu xian to meet mum!!meet mum at kawaii!!then went to world of sports to look for shoes!!but in the end all super ex!!!went to lens men cause mum need to get new contacts!!!oh!!on the way to lens men, mum saw curie and mum said"isin't that your friend curie??" i was like huh and turned and then saw her!!!hahar!!mum walked off to lens men first while i chatted for a while!!then went to lens men!!



while mum was doing her contacts, went to royal sporting house to check out more shoes!!i saw this damn nice shoes!!but it is damn ex la!!89 bucks!!but what do u expect!!the shoe brand was Vans leh!!their shoes are damn nice la!!sadly mum didn't want to get them for me!!sad!!!went to topshop to look at some clothes!!i saw a few shirts and they were damn nice!!but i am 1/2 broke!!sigh!!need to start saving money again!!went back to lens men and waited for mum to finish!!then went to some shop to get some stuff!!then went to watsons!!!was looking at some stuff when someone called me and it was laura!!i was damn shocked la!!!am i that recognisable???i think no matter how much i change, ppl still can recognise me!!!walk around watsons while mum got her stuff!!then went home!!!



home-d bathe then ate dinner!!dinner then went down to jeline's house to pass them something and watch tv!!came up and watch some breaking the magician's code show!!it is damn nice and cool la!!ok g2g pack my bag for tomorrow's damn slack day!!cya!!^_^

~ you're everything I need
OMG YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HAVE NO F&N TOMORROW SO I FINISH AT 10AM!!!WHEEEE!!!!WHOPPEEEEE

~ you're everything I need
Sianz! Mum locked my com as in she changed my password so that i can't use the com! So now i can't use the com! Sian diao! Now being stupid and bloging with my phone but sadly i can't read tagboards but thankfully i might be going com lab for f&n tomorrow! Today was super slack and super boring la! I nearly died of boredom! Hahar! Tomorrow willl be the same thing all over again! Oh well! Wish me luck! Hahar jkjk ^_^

~ you're everything I need


today was i dunno!!started off as a sucky day as i was wrongly blamed!!!gah!!then it was ok!!school was so so!!quite boring!!then it sucked again when mum started scolding me all over again!!!i was getting really annoyed at everything being repeated again and again!!went shopping with mum but we only walked around looking for shoes!!i wanted to shop for clothes also!!!!!!but at least i went shopping but i didnt get anything!!hahahr!!i need to do some serious shopping!!

and oh!!mum scolded me cause i asked her if i could go for cell outing!!and she said no!!wtf la!!!i've been jailed at home for 1 week+ and i still can;t go out for just a cell outing??thats utter BULLSHIT!!!!

gah!!i'm getting real pissed very easily these few days!!gah!!

~ you're everything I need



o level chinese i finally over man!!wohoo!!only left listening compre and oral!!!!!sian!!tomorrow end sch at 6!!!madness la!!!it is like normal school day + remedial till 6!!wtf!!!i desperately need to go out and shop!!!i am like deprived of going out!!!gah!!!hahar!!and suckily enough, i have 2 extra week of lesson and usually end around 4.30-5!!gah!!madness!!!the only thing i am looking forward now is church camp cause mum allow me to go to church camp!!whee!!!but sadly, i have to leave camp for a while to go back to school!!how sucky is that!!!sigh!!!oh well!!as long as i can go church camp is good enough for me!!^_^CANT WAIT FOR CHURCH CAMP!!!WOHOOOO!!

i feel really deprived without my ipod!!!where is that asshole who stole my ipod??





~ you're everything I need
can u stop pissing me off and mind your own business!!it is my problem how long i sleep!!!!!and it is my problem if my com is on!!so piss off!!^_^!!

~ you're everything I need